My weekend was pretty satisfying. But not fully satisfying.

Did what I always do, and went down to Sparks. Chilled with the homes, and made some new ones :). It’s amazing how you can meet a new friend, and it feels like you’ve known them for days. I’ve also hung out with some ICP kids too (I wasn’t planning to, or wanting to), it was something else.

Hope today ends up being a good experimental day :D

Hit the nail on the head.

Name: Arturo Becerra
Date: 2/20/2009
Colorgenics Number: 27163540

You are trying to prove to others that nothing can really affect you. You are pretending to be stoical - indifferent to pain or pleasure and indeed even superior to any form of weakness. As a result, more often than not, you unfortunately act with undue harshness or severity by adopting an autocratic and self-willed attitude.

You are lazy - you dream of a peaceful, calm, uncluttered and uncomplicated life. Your ideal would be to share a permanent base with some person or persons who would be able to demonstrate on-going love, peace and security.

You have a high opinion of yourself. It is perhaps because of this self-centredness that you become exasperated when you feel that your needs are misinterpreted by those around you. When this happens - and it does quite often - you feel that there is no-one that can understand the way you feel and it is because of this egocentric self that you are quick to take offence.

You are feeling full of uncertainty and worrying over what you consider as missed opportunities. This is causing considerable stress and tension. You feel that there must be more to life than the constant pressures and anxieties - that surely life must hold far more opportunities than that which it has to date presented to you. You sincerely believe that there must be a simpler way to tap life’s hidden recourses and should you be able to find that way - you could achieve your hearts desire. It’s the not knowing ‘how’ that is affording you the constant worry. You are constantly probing and seeking - trying to ensure that at all times you are on your guard against missing any opportunity. ‘Enough is enough’. You are anxious to avoid further setbacks. You are strenuously trying to make sure that you will not be overlooked and you badly need security.

You are afraid that you may not be able to realise or achieve your hopes and desires and so you insist that people should accept you as you are and appreciate your rights to anything that you aspire to.

I always go to the library now. It's final.

My days

Seem all the same. I dread waking up, go to school, walk home, and waste time. I need to go out more again. All this isolation is getting to my head o-O.

The only thing wrong with living in a dream world is the fact that at some point you are going to have to wake up.

(via kaitlinvalerieryan)